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I have been in New Zealand for nearly 5 years
At the time I arrived here, I came with some fear
as soon as I got on the plane, I started to feel
just like a kite flying in sky losing its reel
no parents any more, no more advise
even worse, I forgot to ask my mom how to cook my rice
as the airplane rose, my body began to fly
gradually up to the sky, but my heart was still with my mom
you can despise me as a softy, I don’t even care
frist time so far from home, it’s southern hemisphere
after a while, about 20 hours, I would have to deal with it,
no matter how loud I scream, nobody I knew could hear
as the plane got to the territory of New Zealand in the air
depresstion went away, excitement rose on the top of my head
I stood up like goege bush, smiled like tony blair
no wonder the girl next seat believed that I was a queer
no time to waste, I need to construct a battle plan
because I am foreigener who gonna live in a foreigen land
but I didn’t know I was going to live by “the rules”
racism was not taught in my school, the fact is crule
when the racists faces turn up in front of you, it’s not cool
I wish I could rebuild their brains but I have no proper tools
all I could do is to lean back, watch that, like a monk sitting on a bodh sack
keep my cool, focus my eyes on the bigger picture
i expected a hand shake, or a kiss, now, this is a sudden twist
My blood is boiling, this sucks, I have to stay in control
otherwise I would become grips on enemy’s wall
they got no mercy, keep hating, they want to see you fall
I’m confused, depressed, I never dealed this before
I got love for every single person, my heart was raw
I got advise from my mom, telling me try to be nice
suggestion from my pops was always do think twice
I kept that in mind, promised when they looked through my eyes
after a while I realised, things didn’t turn out right
I wasn’t welcome to this place, they treat me harshly,
(tell me)
How can I be nice to the rude people, they spit at me
even the kids from high schools, they dare mess with me
living home is myself, but now representing all the Chinese
no way for me to suffer this and smile like “got cheese”
watching other brothers n sisters get hurt, I got to stand out
to flight back, defend our pride, and sort the shit out
don’t blame me I didn’t warn you punks, some have gone far out
this is real beef, a big block, I am here to clear your doubts
I am not arragent , to be honest, I know I have little powders
but I am sure these punks are fake ass cowards
acting tough, save it! I know you got little money
why would you get a flash car, with your pocket empty
got a blowoff, accelerate hard, to show your carelessness
you try to camouflage well, but I know you are harmless
Misbehaving like you got retarded, trying to make fun of me
swearing, and show your middle figures in front of me
is this all you can do, try something else to piss me off
I have seen this too often, this doesn’t even piss me off
I chased our Chinese girls, they didn’t care about me
asking kiwi chicks out, they say I’m not pretty
hot girls got a thousand reasons to refuse my request
I go up to them, but they end the conversation fast
people say girls are angels with broken wings
but angels should understand beauty is only deep to the skin
Friends told me I was good-looking, I knew they were lying
is there a way to make me better, I will never stop trying
why I have been alone for so long, dreaming to have a girl
cuz I wish to make sure the girl I find doesn’t make me hurl
she could love my beating heart, regardless how good I am looking
I would promise I’d care her untill I stop breathing
dear god, to be honest, I am not sure you are really there
if you truly exist, I am pleading, don’t let me shed tears
tell me, can I really find a girl who belongs to me
if I made mistakes, please let her know I didn’t mean it
I will try everything to correct myself, to let her trust me
I have been left by the girl I loved, and who loved me
once I realised how I destroyed our true love, it really hurts
after she gone, everything between us vanished in our hearts
when I wake up every time, nothing left but painful scars
I wish that time machine really worked, so I could freeze the time, go back, to let her know the only thing I want from her is to remember my face and save me a little space in her memory |
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